My mother was the most beautiful soul I've ever known. A perfect mother and friend. It's hard to concentrate on life without her and every time I do I break. It's hard to believe she's gone. I know she's in heaven and celebrating her new birth with her mother, father, sister and grandmother. I can see her up there dancing and rejoicing in the presence of her precious Lord and Savior. I miss you sooooo much mama. I didn't want to let you go. You meant more to me than you could ever imagine. More than I even realized until you passed into paradise in heaven. I will never stop thinking about you and missing you so much. This hurts more than anything I've ever experienced. I'm broken. I'm glad your at peace now and not suffering in agony anymore. Please know how much you were and still are loved. I love you Mama.